I find myself thinking of Jatila Sayadaw as I consider the monks who spend their ordinary hours within a spiritual tradition that never truly rests. It’s 2:19 a.m. and I can’t tell if I’m tired or just bored in a specific way. It is that specific exhaustion where the physical form is leaden, yet the consciousness continues to probe and questi… Read More

It is 2:18 a.m., and the right knee is screaming in that dull, needy way that is not quite sharp enough to justify moving but loud enough to dismantle any illusion of serenity. The ground seems more unforgiving tonight than it was twenty-four hours ago, a physical impossibility that I nonetheless believe completely. The room is silent except for th… Read More